December 2011
23 posts
well the dog that I basically grew up with is...
Yep. I was fine until like..30 minutes ago? Just started sobbing when I suddenly remembered curling up with her while my mom and stepdad fought, riding her like a horse when I was really little, coloring her with magic markers and dressing her in my clothes, hanging out with only her the time I got pinkeye in 5th grade and had to be isolated from everyone else.
I’m insanely attached to my...
fuck.
keep-calm-genboo:
you hada kid and got married too?
for fuck sake.
lol who?
November 2011
47 posts
well the dog that I basically grew up with is...
:/
I want my blond hurr again.
It’s basically faded through anyway… Hmmm.
To make coffee or to not.
peachyfuckingkeeen:
That is the question. I do happen to have warm cinnamon sugar cookie coffee mate sitting in the fridge… Yep, i’m making coffee.
Dude…Jim got Cinnabon creamer. Cinafuckingbon creamer. It’s exactly like eating a Cinnabon…only it’s coffee :O
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“She would consider each day a miracle - which indeed it is, when you consider...”
– Paolo Coelho (via roscoe-
)
But you're looking quite nice, wrapped up in that...
Who’s the last person you talked to about sex?
Hmm I think Jessa
Have you ever sat in the back of a police car?
Yesssir
Are you stubborn?
To the bone
If you took a drug test right now, would you pass?
Yes.
Who was the last person to be on a bed with you?
Jim
Do you tend to hold a grudge?
It depends. Usually I’m pretty forgiving though. Sometimes too much so.
Who is the...
Do you plan on going to your high school’s reunion?
Yeah maybe.
When will your next kiss be?
Jim.
Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
Loud.
Next vacation you’re going on?
Dunno. Maybe Europe.
Would you rather stay home all day, or be out and about?
Out and about.
Last thing you purchased?
Guacamole last night (:
Plans for tonight?
Chinese, cleaning, a paper, and...
MODELS NEEDED
keep-calm-genboo:
quivivraverra:
keep-calm-genboo:
if you are in the Indianapolis or Chicago-land area,
get at me.
I WANT TO SOOO BAD DAMN
Come home! So I can take yo dirty picture. Sorry caught up in Kesha lyrics. Anyway, come home! I’ll even draw you nakey if you do! ;) p.s. my drawing has improved so much since taking a drawing class this semester. it makes me happy face :D
Lol...
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“Basically what we have here is a dreamer. Someone completely out of touch with...”
– The Virgin Suicides, Jeffrey Eugenides (via quote-book)
Today shouldn’t be so bad. Jess is practically making me go out and enjoy the day. We’re going to the malls in Savannah to hit up the Vet day sales, then to Applebees because the guys get to eat free today.
Then phone date with Sarah. I’m so glad to have reconnected with her last night. I forgot how insightful she can be…out of everyone, she’s the only person not to...
I am I am I am.: Guilt is one hell of an emotion. →
Thanks Tara. I haven’t had anyone in my family that was this close to me die. It’s way tougher than I ever imagined. Love you too. :\
peachyfuckingkeeen:
I’m always here if you need anything, I know how rough it can be. Especially when you didn’t get a chance to see them before they passed or spend much time with them in general. My condolences to you guys, i love youuuu
...
I feel like shit.
Barely slept or eaten in nearly 3 days now.
I literally just…can’t.
And I feel like a fucking zombie.My face is swollen AGAIN from crying on the phone with my mom earlier. Anndddd here come the tears again.
Fuck. Fucking make it stop.
Guilt is one hell of an emotion.
Stepmother passed away two nights ago. She had kidney and liver failure and had been on life support for a week before they took her off.
My dad texted me a few weeks back saying “Jennifer is very sick, pray for her.”
I didn’t respond, didn’t call, nothing.
And now it’s way too late for any of that. My stepbrother and my dad went out yesterday and bought matching...
Shit.
So my psychiatrist put me on ritalin in addition to the Concerta I’ve been on for almost 2 years. I finally got my pills in at the pharmacy (nearly 2 weeks late…) today, and I took one at 4. TOTALLY forgetting that my doctor said not to take it after 2 pm. Because it would disturb my sleep.
I’m wide fucking awake and it’s 3 am. Fml. ):
It’s not even like...
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Yeah, you're looking perfect, the way that the...
How long have you been married? The 23rd of this month, 5 months.
Is this your first marriage? Uhh yeah
Is it how you imagined it would be? In some ways no, in some ways yes…
What would you change? Seeing him more often. I never once regret getting married like I did, but I didn’t think it would be harder than it was before, when we were just dating and saw eachother only a...
welll.
mini reunion with Jim isn’t at all going how I’d hoped.
I missed him so fucking much the past like 4 days. But honestly, I feel totally invisible and unimportant. I reallyyyy shouldn’t be this upset over it, but I can’t help it. I am. This really fucking sucks.
Soooo I just went out back to take Sora out
And I SWEAR TO GOD, I heard the distinct creak of the wooden posts that make up the fence, and right after saw A human-shaped figure (kinda big and tall, definitely a man) appear in the far left corner of the yard. I know there’s huge gaps in that area of the fence.
I rushed Sora back in, double bolted the back door, checked to make sure the front door was still double bolted…. And...
“The mind is everything. What we think, we become.”
– Buddha (via quote-book)
MODELS NEEDED
keep-calm-genboo:
if you are in the Indianapolis or Chicago-land area,
get at me.
I WANT TO SOOO BAD D:
Meow: Does anyone else ever get a really random.... →
We share boob pains!! It’s perfect! Lmao. And fuck I WAS CLOSE DAMMIT!!!
peachyfuckingkeeen:
Lmao such a random post, I get that pain too. Omg we really are meant to be roomies :’) seriously though, us living together is brilliant. Think of all of the activities! Btw, It’s Wehrmeister gawddd betchhh ;D
quivivraverra:
Cause my left boob reallyyyy hurts right meow :/ It randomly...
Does anyone else ever get a really random. strange...
Cause my left boob reallyyyy hurts right meow :/ It randomly does this, right or left, I don’t think ever both at once though. Hmmm…
BUT it’s okay, because I might have TARA FUCKING WEIRMEISTER (okay your last name is IMPOSSIBLE to spell from heart lol you german bastard) as my roommate come December!!! :D I couldn’t imagine a better person for me and my mini zoo to live...
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Just beasted the elliptical
Just for the duration of an episode of Gossip Girl, but hey thats still like 40-45 mins? Not bad. I gotta keep it up everyday though. I already feel in a better mood from it (:
Now, gunna clean this fucking place, then getting my nails done with Jess (my first time at a salon :o ).
Should probably study/get more homework done too. bleh.
Oh. and I totally fucked up my finger somehow at some...
Wellll. Jim’s gone at WLC for the next 17 days (minus like a day and a half on the weekends, pfft….). Suckssss. I started thinking more about it, and more about me moving back/him deploying, and it sorta hit me a bit harder how scared I am. I couldn’t place it before. I figured it was just sadness over being seperated again, and I guess in part it is, but it’s mostly fear....
